☆彡언제나 행복하게


Fuck, I never actually learned something
January 31, 2010, 9:54 PM
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Finals start on Wednesday and I’m screwed. My emotions are going way out of hand and I can’t take it. I can’t take AP Biology, I’m scared for my life on this test and I’m about to break down. 15 Chapters to know by Wednesday?! I can’t do this. I know I can’t. I don’t want to drop the class and nor do I want to fail this test. I just don’t have that focus or that mentality to focus on studying tonight. I don’t understand why, but I’m afraid to study for this subject, but I seem just fine studying for my other classes.

Oh Lord, please help me. I BEG YOU!

I don’t want to fail! T-T

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Fly Away
January 9, 2010, 1:54 PM
Filed under: I have a ... beautiful life

As I checked someone’s blog just now, I realized that I too had to write something for this New Year. This afternoon, I watched SBS’s Gayo Daejun, just to let time pass. I kind of regret being myself because I now, don’t have much time left to finish all my homeworks and study for my exams. I have to say that I’m pretty scared of what might happen to me, but it’s okay, I guess drinking some glasses of Champagne tonight will help me get over my sorrow and my current loneliness. In fact, I’m spending this special night with my AP Bio book, mother is just laying on the couch with doggies, and brother playing with his beloved xbox, my dad is out with his friends, as myself is getting all depressive over a boring evening. Not a great New Year’s is it? My brain which isn’t okay lately, has to choose between studying, staying on the computer, working out, having a little party alone, drinking the whole bottle of champagne, writing a goodbye letter on a long-time-no-update diary, reading a fanfiction, writing a chapter, eating cakes and ice-creams, listening to music, sleeping early, texting people, cleaning the room, eating ramen/ramyun/noodles, burying 2009’s pictures in a box (impossible because the machine just doesn’t work so no pictures), watching something on the computer, trying to reunite the family (which is a way too hard of a thing for me to do knowing how optimistic and joyful I am tonight), going on msn for nothing at all.

Bye bye.

Oh shit, I forgot the most important.

HAPPY NEW YEAR ~